Split Personality a disease or a Natural Nature problem..

Personality is word made from two words Person and abilities.It defines as what are person abilities to tolerate,to be patient,to keep smiling,to fight back etc.And further in detail when I think I see many times we are asked to define ourselves,I mean as who real we are? What are our abilities?

And many times we go and define ourselves with adjectives like I am short-tempered,have lot of patience,hard worker etc..But I look at myself I feel that there are many times I behave different from What I am?

Few years back if I need to define myself then I would rather choose adjectives like egoist,low tolerance,hard working,introvert,emotional,selfish,competitive,jealous,miser.

Now today I describe myself as person who is extrovert,competitive,emotional,confident,hard working,fun going,lot of patience and tolerance.

Rest all adjectives I do not feel are even close to me..So are these new abilities permanent?

Is my personality really progressing? Or everyone has split personality in them and other side of personality comes to light once in a while?

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